Unstable Orbit

I spent the day yesterday in town. I had a meeting with my tutor in the morning and decided to stay in town afterwards. I’m doing my MA at the Univercity of Glamorgan – they have great facilities in Cardiff town centre.

I must remember that I work so much better in a library than I do at home. While on the face of it it might seem strang, given that a library does have distractions, but somehow I do get on better there than at home with no distractions at all.

I’ve just woken without an alarm. It got me thinking how does that happen? The human body is quite an amazing thing. I would have thought that it would have had some idea of how much sleep it needed. So if you have a day where you wake, with no stimulus, I would think that you would feel completly rested. This however does not seem to be the case. I think I’ll ask one of the You Tube science guys.

The above is the title I will use when feeling uninspired. Every time I type ‘morning’ I have to spell check it. I’m just making sure that I’m not wishing you a good time grieving. I guess everyone has some words that they struggle to spell. Another for me is ‘definitely’ I almost always end up writing ‘defiantly’. What words do you struggle with?

I have a deadline for university that is fast approching. I have been working on it since October but now it feels so very very close. I know I will hand the work in on time but if my life was a film the danger music might well have started playing by now.

The work is a treatment. I have the begining and the middle it is just the ending that is a bit difficult. Yes, I’ve said that before. I’m trying not to panic.

At the end of the month I have to hand in the treatment for my screenplay. I think I mostly know where it is going the main problem is the ending. I think that endings are always a little problamatic as stories never end. Unless you kill off every character there will always be a knew story to tell.

I have a vague idea for an ending. I’m just hoping that something will come together. I must finish the draft by the end of the week.

I’ve been wondering over the last few days if paying for a dating site is worth it. It might be cheeper than joining a gym but it is still quite expencive. The dating site I’m looking at now is just over £150 for a year. If I considered it to be like a mobile phone tarriff I’d have to send 4 messages a day – so maybe it’s not too bad. Anyone out their had any luck with these sites?

Last year I began to look at online dating. I am now wondering if it is worth paying money for the service. I’m looking at one of those websites that has a questionaie and attempts to place people together in that way. I am not sure how much I believe that that would work but perhaps it is worth a try.

There have been stories of people having succesful realationships from online dating. Since I have no avenue for meeting people maybe it would be a good idea.

Work was rather crazy yesterday. It was very busy and they kept needing me to stay longer, that is not an exageration, I imagine that today will be much the same.

Last year I said that I was finally going to finish my novel. Unfortunatly I didn’t make it. I’ve said that again for this year and I think that I must make it! I have so many different drafts of the novel that I’m starting to get a little lost myself. This year it will be done!

Today nothing is occuring to me. I have no idear what to write. It probably has something to do with the fact that I went to bed late after getting a little distracted. Unfortunatly there are so many ways to get distracted these days. For me, last night, it was looking at an app. It wasn’t an App I really wanted but I was drawn into looking at it – strange how you can be sitting up doing something – you’re not terribly interested and all the while your brain is yelling ‘Go to bed!’

Even though I’ve had four days in work since Christmas today feels like the real end of the hoidays. It is now new year and today is the first January day of work. I know that everyone has only a few of days off at Christmas, and some have to work Christmas day, but after school it takes some getting used to. This is only my second year of having a job. Well I’ve been at this place of work for a year but I started 27th December 2011.