It is late as a write this post. 2314 for me. I want to write this now though.
Why? Why when I have to be up in the morning for work and I am still trying to wake up very early.
One reason is deadlines. Personal deadlines true but still deadlines. Deadlines for my projects. Another month is nearing its end and I can hear again the whooshing sound made my the approaching deadlines.
Tell me I am not alone in this – being harsh on oneself for not doing something that only effects you.
It is nice to not feel alone in the strange ways of the human mind.
If these words are coming over as sad or depressed that is not the intent. If anything I am happy. A little light headed from it but I am happy. I am talking to a friend while I type this. I don’t want to be the one that ends the conversation. I don’t want them to end it either – this could be a problem.
My computer has just given me another reminder of my bed. I should listen to it now. In closing I just want to say if you are hard on yourself I hope that you can find a way to ease up now and then. Now I just need to follow my own advice don’t I?
I just wanted to say that I have checked this post. I really have. Unfortunately my particular combination of dyslexia and dyspraxia makes it really hard for me to spot typos. Please enjoy and I’ll try not to make too many errors.
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