Birthday

When I was young it seemed that ( life was so wonderful) birthdays took so long to arrive. I was thinking about them a good month in advance.

Today is my 26th birthday. Now it seems birthdays have become stealthy. In someways its nice to be relaxed about the whole thing. These days, in terms of presents, the things I want are either practical or expensive, and sometimes both.

Christmas too can now arrive in its own time. I’m no longer counting down the days and jumping around with excitement. It arrives in its own time and is still fun. Last year it was about two weeks in to December before I really realised how close it was getting.

The one thing is though that now it feels like the magic is gone. Perhaps that is one reason to have children to rekindle that fire of excitement.

To quote Babylon 5: ‘Now we make our own magic. Now we create our own legends. Now we build the future. Now we stop being afraid of shadows.” (Babylon 5: Into the Fire)

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Analyse That!

There are some people who say they can analyses dreams. I’m very skeptical when it comes to such things. Though I will admit that the subconscious mind can be a very odd think indeed. Mostly I’m skeptical about such things because my dreams are so off the wall that they defy analysis.

In this dream I was with a friend whom I haven’t seen in about two years. Dreams always have a disconnect so there is no proper narrative. I know though that the dream was about different realities. On the walls there were these small protrusions and when shot at with a laser gun the whole of reality changed. Aside from that I only remember that there was a cinema and here the guns acted like a remote control, only changing what was on the screen, and that one of the guns’ ends was encased in ice.

It gave me an idea which could work its way into a story – so watch this space for that – and as an author that’s what you really want form a dream.

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Writer’s Block (Again)

For my university project I’m writing a television pilot for a science fiction series. It started out as a film but I decided to make it into a pilot instead. Partly because I felt there was enough material to go further but also because I couldn’t think up a good ending.

Endings can be extremely tricky. There are no real endings, unless I blow up the star ship with all hands, there is always a new story to tell. A film can have an open ending but usually you want some sort of closure. With a television pilot an open ending is expected because it is introducing the story. Now that I’ve decided on a television pilot I have to complete another task – Episode synopses.

And instead of planning those episodes I’ve been procrastinating. My brain doesn’t seem willing to come up with ideas! Of course, unless you’re JMS, a series is usually written by several people.

Planning is going to be the key. Me and planning have a long an dubious relationship. Part of the problem is I’m not exactly sure what sort of series its going to be. The central story is of a ship trying to get home. It was influenced by Star Trek: Voyager but I believe it has become its own thing.

The Star Trek style of story telling general revolves around one main character. So you have: Worf episodes, Data episodes, Picard episodes, and God help us all, Troi episodes. Stargate episodes generally focus on the entire team but they cleverly placed different characters together. Of particular note is ‘Window of Opportunity‘ – where the problem has to be solved by Teal’c and O’Neill – who are normally the warriors. Worf and Teal'c

Similarly TNG has Parallels in which Worf is switching between realities – which is a nice change from the Klingon stories  – not that I don’t like those episodes.

So that route is useful. If done well (Duet) it can give an insight into a character but if done badly (Tattoo) it can be a disaster.

The other option is to follow the Battlestar Galactica model which is a true ensemble show. You don’t get episodes that focus on one character in quite the same way.

This brings me to an important point. I see this series as being somewhere between Battlestar Galactica and Star Trek Voyager. It will not be as bleak as the former and not as light as the latter.

I figured that writing this might help generate some idea. It doesn’t seem to be working. Maybe I will just blow up the damn ship!

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Dad’s Dead

A new story for you, well flash fiction, its called Dad’s Dead. Click to read.

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The Way of the Worrier

I am a worrier. I worry about things that have actually happened! I imagine past conversations and think of how I could have made things worse. I know that the majority of the time I am worrying about nothing. Unfortunately this tends to lead to a ‘The Boy Who Cried Wolf’ situation.

When I start to worry about something I ignore it:

Worry Center: Panic, panic, this is a bad idea!
Me: You say that about everything!

And mostly it turns out everything is fine. Recently though I was worried about something and my instincts were bang on. The next time I feel worried I won’t know what to do!

One way round this problem is to imagine the worst case scenario. This doesn’t work for me. A normal person’s worse case scenario would be: ‘You’ll be told off.’ or ‘You’ll have to apologies.’ or something else equally innocuous. My stupid brain is thinking: ‘Your execution has been set for later today.’

Stupid brain!

Anyway things are good now. I may have had a legitimate worry but its all fine now! What stupid things does your mind do?

 

 

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A Chandler Bing Moment

When I was on my way home yesterday a girl asked to ‘borrow’ my bike. A strange thing to be sure. I told her no, because I wanted to get home, and walked away.

Afterwards I was thinking why did I do that? Its highly unlikely that she was going to steal the bike. I couldn’t help thinking of a line from Friends ‘Mental note: If Jill Goodacre offers you gum, you take it. If she offers you mangled animal carcass, you take it.’ http://tinyurl.com/ptypren

I didn’t know this girl and the request caught me off guard. She would likely have just ridden it to the end of the street and back.

It was probably for the best though. She was likely a little tipsy and was probably wearing heals – not the best combination for a bike.

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What will Our Grandchildren Explain to Us?

New Video on my you tube channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/UnstableOrbit/videos

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Tenby Holiday 2013

My family have been coming to Tenby, Pembrokshire, every year for the last 15 years or so. We’ve camped, stayed in a B&B, stayed in a caravan, but for most of the years we’ve booked a self cateDSCN0153ring apartment… Click here to read on.

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Villians

Villains are tricky concept in fiction. A villain, in general terms, needs to stir up trouble for the protagonist. They create a problem and the hero has to go and solve that problem. Villains tend to have a plan and that plan often involves taking over the world….

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The Doctor’s Name

Addendum: This was written before The Name of the Doctor was broadcast.

I thought I’d posted this but apparently I forgot to press publish. So its a little redundant now but nevertheless here it is.

Tomorrow’s episode of Doctor Who might reveal the Doctor’s name. I think this would be a bad idea. It is hard to say exactly why I think this but I think I can brake it into two points.

  1. The mythos of the show. In the quintessential episode of Doctor Who the Doctor will arrive, he’ll introduce himself as simple the Doctor. Having the definite article in his name has great power. It is also interesting to me that all the people he meets just take to calling him Doctor. They never enquirer as to exactly what his doctorate is in or for any information this gives the character an almost godlike quality.
  2. What could the name be? As he is an alien the name will simply be a construction of sounds. His name could be Alkatha – and that is just a random phrase I made up on the spot – it could be Galcorodonelkane – it could be Anan 7 for all we know – it could be anything. The Doctor is unlike any other character in fiction and I think that naming him would mean the story would lose its power.

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